秋天的热
The heat of autumn
不同于夏天的热。
is different from the heat of summer.
一个使苹果成熟,另一个将它们变成苹果酒。
One ripens apples, the other turns them to cider.
一个是你走出去站立的码头,
One is a dock you walk out on,
另一个是一匹瘦弱的凫水的马的脊骨,
the other the spine of a thin swimming horse
河水注定每天都更冷一些。
and the river each day a full measure colder.
一个身患癌症的男人为了情人离开妻子。
A man with cancer leaves his wife for his lover.
他走之前她拉直壁橱里他的皮带,
Before he goes she straightens his belts in the closet,
将衣橱里的袜子和套衫按颜色
rearranges the socks and sweaters inside the dresser
重新摆好。那是秋天的热:
by color. That’s autumn heat:
她的手将银色的搭扣与银色的放在一起,
her hand placing silver buckles with silver,
金色的搭扣与金色的一起,将它们分别挂在
gold buckles with gold, setting each
一个即将空了的壁橱的钩子上,
on the hook it belongs on in a closet soon to be empty,
并把这当成快乐。
and calling it pleasure.