秋天的高温
The heat of autumn
与夏天的炎热不同。
is different from the heat of summer.
一者催熟苹果,一者让它们化成酒。
One ripens apples, the other turns them to cider.
一者是你出门走上去的码头,
One is a dock you walk out on,
一者是一匹游水瘦马的脊背,
the other the spine of a thin swimming horse
而河水每天都会冷一寸。
and the river each day a full measure colder.
一个癌症男人抛下妻子、投奔情人。
A man with cancer leaves his wife for his lover.
走之前,她帮他整理好衣柜里的皮带,
Before he goes she straightens his belts in the closet,
分颜色摆好
rearranges the socks and sweaters inside the dresser
五斗橱里的袜子和毛衣。那是秋天的高温:
by color. That’s autumn heat:
她的手给银扣子磨出银色,
her hand placing silver buckles with silver,
金扣子磨出金色,把每一颗
gold buckles with gold, setting each
挂到衣橱钩子上,而衣橱很快就要清空,
on the hook it belongs on in a closet soon to be empty,
她称之为快乐。
and calling it pleasure.