That resigned look! Here I am,
多顺命的样子!这就是我,
it says; fifty-nine,
它说;五十九,
balding, shirking the challenge
秃顶,逃避着
of the young girls. Time running out
青春少女们的挑战。时间正在耗尽,
now, and the soul
而灵魂
unfinished. And the heart knows
尚未完成。这颗心知道
this is not the portrait
这并非它摆姿势所描绘的
it posed for. Keep the lips
那幅肖像。保持双唇
firm; too many disappointments
紧闭;太多的失望
have turned the mouth down
已经让这张嘴垂到
at the corners. There is no surgery
角落里。没有手术
can mend those lines; cruelly
能够修复那些线条;残酷地
the light fingers them and the mind
光线弹拨它们而心灵
winces. All that skill,
抽搐。所有的技巧,
life, on the carving
生命,就靠那雕刻的
of the curved nostril and to no end
那弯曲的鼻孔,没有尽头
but disgust. The hurrying eyes
却令人作呕。匆忙的双眼
pause, waiting for an outdistanced
停下来,等待着一种超越的
gladness to overtake them.
喜悦追上它们。