蓝鸟小亮 译

BluebirdCharles Bukowski


我心中有只蓝鸟
there’s a bluebird in my heart that
想出来
wants to get out
但我对它很粗暴,
but I’m too tough for him,
我说,老实点儿,我不会
I say, stay in there, I’m not going
让人
to let anybody see
看见你。
you.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
我心中有只蓝鸟
wants to get out
想出来
but I pour whiskey on him and inhale
我把威士忌倒在他身上,吸入
cigarette smoke
香烟烟雾
and the whores and the bartenders
妓女、酒保
and the grocery clerks
和杂货店店员
never know that
永远不会知道
he’s
in there.
在那儿。
there’s a bluebird in my heart that

wants to get out
我心中有只蓝鸟
but I’m too tough for him,
想出来
I say,
但我对他很粗暴,
stay down, do you want to mess
我说
me up?
趴下,你想让我
you want to screw up the
不得安宁吗?
works?
你想搞砸我的
you want to blow my book sales in
作品吗?
Europe?
你想毁了我在欧洲的
there’s a bluebird in my heart that
图书销售吗?
wants to get out

but I’m too clever, I only let him out
我心中有只蓝鸟
at night sometimes
想出来
when everybody’s asleep.
但我很聪明,我只在
I say, I know that you’re there,
晚上大家都睡着时
so don’t be sad.
放出他。
then I put him back,
我说,我知道你在那儿,
but he’s still singing a little
所以
in there, I haven’t quite let him
别难过。
die

and we sleep together like
然后我把他放回去,
that
但他在里面唱了
with our
一会儿歌,我还没让他
secret pact
完全死掉
and it’s nice enough to
我们就这样
make a man
睡在一起
weep, but I don’t
根据我们的
weep, do
秘密协定
you?
这很美妙足以
让人流泪,但我不
会哭,你
呢?


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