我想寫出此刻的安寧
I want to set down the tranquility of this moment,
我心中枯草一樣馴服的安寧
tranquility tame as the grass withered in my heart,
被風吹送著一直升向天庭的安寧
tranquility lofted by wind toward heaven.
我想寫出這住宅小區的安寧
I want to set down the tranquility of this compound,
汽車開走了停車場空蕩蕩的安寧
the tranquility of its parking lot emptied of cars,
兒童們奔跑奶奶們閑聊的安寧
the tranquility of children running, grandmothers chatting.
我想寫出這風中的清亮的安寧
I want to set down the clear and bright tranquility of the breeze,
草莖顫動著噝噝響的安寧
the whispered tranquility of the weedstalk, shivering,
老人褲管裏瘦骨的安寧
the bony tranquility of old people’s pantlegs.
我想寫出這泥地上濕乎乎的安寧
I want to set down the damp tranquility of muddy ground,
陽光鋪出的淡黃色的安寧
the flaxen tranquility of spread sunlight,
斷枝裂隙間乾巴巴的安寧
the dry tranquility within the splintered branch.
我想寫出這樹影籠罩著的安寧
I want to set down the tranquility shrouded by tree shade,
以及樹影之外的安寧
and the tranquility beyond the shade,
以及天地間青藍色的安寧
from earth to sky this green-to-blue tranquility.
我這麼想著沒功夫再想別的
Thinking this, I think of nothing else.
我這麼想著一路都這麼想著
Thinking this, it overwhelms me,
佔據我全身心的,就是這
soul and body, this
——安寧
—tranquility.