「文革」鏡像孙文波

Reflections on the Cultural Revolution史春波, 乔治·奥康奈尔 译


一場武鬥之後,二十幾輛卡車
After a firefight, scores of trucks
放下擋板,載著屍體在街上緩緩前進。
came slowly down the street,
我懷著好奇的心情站在街角,
tailgates dropped, stacked with bodies.
加入觀望的人群,聽人們談論
I stood at the corner with a curious heart,
子彈鑽進人體如何像花一樣炸開。
watching the others, listening to the talk
我眼前出現幻景:一朵朵花
of how bullet wounds bloom.
從人的頭頂、胸前、背部綻放。
I had a vision of many flowers
我還注意到:在一輛車上,
blossoming from heads, chests, backs.
從包裹的屍布露出的腳,一隻穿著鞋,

另一隻襪子爛著洞,露出腳趾。
On one truck, a pair of feet
它使我想起爺爺有一次告訴
stuck out from beneath the canvas,
我的話:人死時穿著什麼,
the left in its shoe, the toes of the other
到了陰朝地府,會一直那樣穿戴。
poking through a sock.

I thought of my grandfather
注:一九六七年五月二十三日,成都一三二廠發生了四川省第一起動用槍支的大規模的武鬥,死者好像達六十多人。我所看到的屍體遊行就是這次武鬥後的事。
saying people in hell
had to wear forever
the clothes they died in.


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