你是一匹独自奔行的马

you are a horse running alone

而他试图驯服你

and he tries to tame you

将你比作一条无法逾越的公路

compares you to an impossible highway

一栋燃烧的房子

to a burning house

说你让他目眩神迷

says you are blinding him

说他永远无法离开你

that he could never leave you

忘记你

forget you

除了你，别无所求

want anything but you

你让他晕头转向，你让他无法忍受

you dizzy him, you are unbearable

在你之前或之后的每一个女人

every woman before or after you

都被你的名字淹没

is doused in your name

你填满他的口腔

you fill his mouth

他的牙齿因记忆中的味道而疼痛

his teeth ache with memory of taste

他的身体只是一道长长的影子，追寻着你

his body just a long shadow seeking yours

但你总是太强烈

but you are always too intense

你渴望他的方式令人恐惧

frightening in the way you want him

毫无羞耻，充满牺牲

unashamed and sacrificial

他告诉你，没有男人能比得上

he tells you that no man can live up to the one who

你脑海中的那个形象

lives in your head

你试着改变，不是吗？

and you tried to change didn’t you?

更多地闭上嘴巴

closed your mouth more

试着变得更温柔

tried to be softer

更漂亮

prettier

不那么多变，不那么清醒

less volatile, less awake

但即使在睡梦中，你也能感觉到

but even when sleeping you could feel

他在梦中离你远去

him travelling away from you in his dreams

那么，亲爱的，你想做什么

so what did you want to do love

劈开他的头颅吗？

split his head open?

你不能把人变成归宿

you can’t make homes out of human beings

应该有人告诉过你

someone should have already told you that

如果他想离开

and if he wants to leave

那就让他走吧

then let him leave

你是令人敬畏的

you are terrifying

是奇异而美丽的

and strange and beautiful

是并非所有人都懂得如何去爱的存在。

something not everyone knows how to love.