you are a horse running alone

你是一匹独自奔行的马

and he tries to tame you

而他试图驯服你

compares you to an impossible highway

将你比作一条无法逾越的公路

to a burning house

一栋燃烧的房子

says you are blinding him

说你让他目眩神迷

that he could never leave you

说他永远无法离开你

forget you

忘记你

want anything but you

除了你，别无所求

you dizzy him, you are unbearable

你让他晕头转向，你让他无法忍受

every woman before or after you

在你之前或之后的每一个女人

is doused in your name

都被你的名字淹没

you fill his mouth

你填满他的口腔

his teeth ache with memory of taste

他的牙齿因记忆中的味道而疼痛

his body just a long shadow seeking yours

他的身体只是一道长长的影子，追寻着你

but you are always too intense

但你总是太强烈

frightening in the way you want him

你渴望他的方式令人恐惧

unashamed and sacrificial

毫无羞耻，充满牺牲

he tells you that no man can live up to the one who

他告诉你，没有男人能比得上

lives in your head

你脑海中的那个形象

and you tried to change didn’t you?

你试着改变，不是吗？

closed your mouth more

更多地闭上嘴巴

tried to be softer

试着变得更温柔

prettier

更漂亮

less volatile, less awake

不那么多变，不那么清醒

but even when sleeping you could feel

但即使在睡梦中，你也能感觉到

him travelling away from you in his dreams

他在梦中离你远去

so what did you want to do love

那么，亲爱的，你想做什么

split his head open?

劈开他的头颅吗？

you can’t make homes out of human beings

你不能把人变成归宿

someone should have already told you that

应该有人告诉过你

and if he wants to leave

如果他想离开

then let him leave

那就让他走吧

you are terrifying

你是令人敬畏的

and strange and beautiful

是奇异而美丽的

something not everyone knows how to love.

是并非所有人都懂得如何去爱的存在。