This is how it started: suddenly it felt

它是这样开始的：忽然间里面

loose and light and happy inside,

感到松弛、轻盈和愉快，

like when you feel your shoelaces loosening a bit

正如你感到你的鞋带有点松了

and you bend down.

你就会弯下腰去。

Then came other days.

而后别的日子来了。

And now i’m like a Trojan horse

如今我倒像一匹特洛伊木马

filled with terrible loves.

里面藏满种种可怕的爱。

Every night they break out and run wild

每天夜里它们都会杀将出来疯狂不已

and at dawn they come back into my dark belly.

等到黎明它们又回到我漆黑的腹内。