I emerge from the mind’s
我从心灵的洞穴中出来,
cave into the worse darkness
进入外面更糟糕的黑暗,
outside, where things pass and
那里万物经过,
the Lord is in none of them.
而主却不在它们中间。
I have heard the still, small voice
我听见那平静、细小的声音
and it was that of the bacteria
那是细菌们
demolishing my cosmos. I
正在摧毁我的宇宙。我
have lingered too long on
已经逗留得太久了在
this threshold, but where can I go?
这门槛上,但我又能去哪里呢?
To look back is to lose the soul
回头就等于失丧灵魂
I was leading upward towards
我正被它引领着向上靠近
the light. To look forward? Ah,
那光。向前看?啊,
what balance is needed at
需要怎样的平衡在
the edges of such an abyss.
这样一个深渊的边缘。
I am alone on the surface
我独自一人在
of a turning planet. What
一个旋转的星球表面。我还能
to do but, like Michelangelo’s
做什么呢,除了像米开朗基罗的
Adam, put my hand
亚当那样,将我的手
out into unknown space,
伸向未知的空间,
hoping for the reciprocating touch?
盼望着那回应的碰触?