自画像张洁 译

SELF-PORTRAITR. S. 托马斯


多顺命的样子!这就是我,
That resigned look! Here I am,
它说;五十九,
it says; fifty-nine,
秃顶,逃避着
balding, shirking the challenge
青春少女们的挑战。时间正在耗尽,
of the young girls. Time running out
而灵魂
now, and the soul
尚未完成。这颗心知道
unfinished. And the heart knows
这并非它摆姿势所描绘的
this is not the portrait
那幅肖像。保持双唇
it posed for. Keep the lips
紧闭;太多的失望
firm; too many disappointments
已经让这张嘴垂到
have turned the mouth down
角落里。没有手术
at the corners. There is no surgery
能够修复那些线条;残酷地
can mend those lines; cruelly
光线弹拨它们而心灵
the light fingers them and the mind
抽搐。所有的技巧,
winces. All that skill,
生命,就靠那雕刻的
life, on the carving
那弯曲的鼻孔,没有尽头
of the curved nostril and to no end
却令人作呕。匆忙的双眼
but disgust. The hurrying eyes
停下来,等待着一种超越的
pause, waiting for an outdistanced
喜悦追上它们。
gladness to overtake them.


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