我从心灵的洞穴中出来,
I emerge from the mind’s
进入外面更糟糕的黑暗,
cave into the worse darkness
那里万物经过,
outside, where things pass and
而主却不在它们中间。
the Lord is in none of them.
我听见那平静、细小的声音
I have heard the still, small voice
那是细菌们
and it was that of the bacteria
正在摧毁我的宇宙。我
demolishing my cosmos. I
已经逗留得太久了在
have lingered too long on
这门槛上,但我又能去哪里呢?
this threshold, but where can I go?
回头就等于失丧灵魂
To look back is to lose the soul
我正被它引领着向上靠近
I was leading upward towards
那光。向前看?啊,
the light. To look forward? Ah,
需要怎样的平衡在
what balance is needed at
这样一个深渊的边缘。
the edges of such an abyss.
我独自一人在
I am alone on the surface
一个旋转的星球表面。我还能
of a turning planet. What
做什么呢,除了像米开朗基罗的
to do but, like Michelangelo’s
亚当那样,将我的手
Adam, put my hand
伸向未知的空间,
out into unknown space,
盼望着那回应的碰触?
hoping for the reciprocating touch?