我們在跳舞——想必是
We were dancing—it must have
一種狐步或華爾茲,
been a foxtrot or a waltz,
浪漫但
something romantic but
需要克制,
requiring restraint,
舞步起伏,我們
rise and fall, precise
動作精確
execution as we moved
進入下一支曲子
into the next song without
沒有停頓,兩個胸膛呼應著
stopping, two chests heaving
腳下每一步
above a seven-league
如七里格漫長——恰如其分的痛苦
stride—such perfect agony
舞者必須微笑堅持,
one learns to smile through,
狂熱的複制
ecstatic mimicry
是美式流暢舞的
being the
秘訣。
sine qua non
我集中精神
of American Smooth.
儘量
And because I was distracted
不犯規
by the effort of
(重心向左,轉頭
keeping my frame
讓目光恰好擦過
(the leftward lean, head turned
你的耳畔並保持
just enough to gaze out
微笑,微笑),
past your ear and always
因而沒有察覺
smiling, smiling),
你的身體愈發靜止
I didn’t notice
直到我們完成
how still you’d become until
(兩小節?
we had done it
還是四小節?)——一次完美的飛行,
(for two measures?
靈巧而平靜的
four?)—achieved flight,
莊嚴,
that swift and serene
直到大地
magnificence,
想起我們
before the earth
把我們輕輕接住。
remembered who we were
and brought us down.