Long ago, I was wounded. I lived

很久以前，我负了伤。我活着

to revenge myself

为自己复仇

against my father, not

反对我的父亲，不是

for what he was—

因为过去的他—

for what I was: from the beginning of time,

而是因为过去的我：从开始起，

in childhood, I thought

在童年，我认为

that pain meant

痛意味着

I was not loved.

我未被爱过，

It meant I loved.

它意味着我爱过。