我用脏手触碰你的背。
I touch your back with my dirty hands.
我将你打开。
I open you.
感到热量不断生长
I feel the growing heat
在我的筋腱与
between the sinews
蛋白色的刈包间。
and the egg-white bun.
我吃掉包子的白。
I eat the white of the bun.
我曾折出那些纸鹤
I used to make cranes
那被你扔掉的
that you tossed away
寒冬季节的
like promises
誓言。
in a severing winter.
我走近你时肮脏的我
I come to you in my dirty self, a poster
一张满是错误的海报
full of deliberate errors
被那年轻又任性的职员
made under duress
随意地涂写。
by a young and willful staff.
就在这里我把你吃掉:
Here I eat you. Here, a food truck
一辆餐车,出售着
sells sorrows in bun-sized bits, with you
包子般小口的忧愁
wrapped in newspaper articles
而你,
with jarring terms.
裹在报纸里面——
I eat you whole, including
周围的词长着尖刺。
the mayo on the photos, but soon
我整口把你吃下,连沾在
darkness drizzles, my image of you
照片上的蛋黄酱也没放过,但很快
is a blur, my pen a bird in the air,
黑暗就滴落下来,使我眼中的你
a uniformed officer smiles at me
变得模糊,我的笔成为飞鸟,
to scrape off even the salt in my hair
一个穿制服的官员向我笑着
and dumps it back into the ocean.
为了刮掉我头发上的盐
并把一切扔回海里