⾸先，

First,

你必须任你的⼼

you must let your heart

被撕开

be broken open

⽤⼀种你从未

in a way you have never

感受过

felt before,

也⽆法想象的⽅式。

cannot imagine.

你将

You will

⽆从分辨

not know if what you are

此刻的感受

feeling

是痛苦还是狂喜，

is anguish or joy,

是命中注定

something predestined

抑或只是旧伤

or merely old wounds

再度流淌，

flowing once more,

提醒你⽣命中

reminders of all that is

所有未竟的篇章。

unfinished in your life.

某种东西

Something

会涌⼊

will flood into

你的胸膛，

your chest

像被沙漠⾦银花

like air sweetened by

沁甜的空⽓，

desert honeysuckle,

那正是⼀种

love that is too

过分强烈的

strong.

爱。

You will stand there,

你会怔在原地，

very still,

⼀动不动，

not seeing what this is.

茫然不解。

Later, you will not remember

事后，你会把这⼀切

any of this

遗忘

until the next time

直到下⼀次

when you will say,

你才会恍然低语：

yes, yes, I have known this before,

是的，是的，我曾经历过，

it has come again,

它又来了——

just as your eyes fold under

正当你的眼帘

once more.

再次

缓缓阖上。