First,

⾸先，

you must let your heart

你必须任你的⼼

be broken open

被撕开

in a way you have never

⽤⼀种你从未

felt before,

感受过

cannot imagine.

也⽆法想象的⽅式。

You will

你将

not know if what you are

⽆从分辨

feeling

此刻的感受

is anguish or joy,

是痛苦还是狂喜，

something predestined

是命中注定

or merely old wounds

抑或只是旧伤

flowing once more,

再度流淌，

reminders of all that is

提醒你⽣命中

unfinished in your life.

所有未竟的篇章。

Something

某种东西

will flood into

会涌⼊

your chest

你的胸膛，

like air sweetened by

像被沙漠⾦银花

desert honeysuckle,

沁甜的空⽓，

love that is too

那正是⼀种

strong.

过分强烈的

爱。

You will stand there,

very still,

你会怔在原地，

not seeing what this is.

⼀动不动，

Later, you will not remember

茫然不解。

any of this

事后，你会把这⼀切

until the next time

遗忘

when you will say,

直到下⼀次

yes, yes, I have known this before,

你才会恍然低语：

it has come again,

是的，是的，我曾经历过，

just as your eyes fold under

它又来了——

once more.

正当你的眼帘

再次

缓缓阖上。