I'm being visited more and more seldom
Mã viziteazã tot mai rar
By respiration.
Respiratia -
I can't breathe anymore -so I can't write therefore, I live no more.
Nu mai respir - deci nu mai scriu
Prin urmare nu mai trãiesc.
And here I ask:
The portion of my air I did not breathe
Si acum întreb:
(Since I was gone before the deadline)
Portia mea de aer - rãmasã
Is it worth anything?
(Cã m-am dus înainte de vreme)
At least it could be given to the poor
Foloseste la ceva?
(If this were possible)
Mãcar sã se fi împãrtit la sãraci
But this is such an absurd parsimony
(Dacã ar fi posibil)
Of Nothingness.
Dar e o economie de neînteles
A neantului -
And further on:
The thoughts I left unwritten
Si mai departe:
By whom will they be finished? Since grains of sand are not alike
Ce mai aveam eu de scris
How could a new pen different from mine
Cine va scrie? Cã nici firele de nisip
Resume the thread exactly from the point I ceased?
Nu seamãnã unul cu altul
Ce panã sã se înnoade exact
And I had just discovered
La firul meu început?
A handful of great subjects, themes.
I had already improvised - and it did work - my style
Si tocmai cãzusem
Who is the one who will decode my notes
Pe-o minã de subiecte, teme grozave -
Which I could never organize?
Îmi încropisem - zbârnâia - stilul
Sau mãcar cine îmi va întelege notele
Is it then you who will give answer
Pe care n-am reusit sã le pun în ordine?
To these simple, common sense questions
You Pure Nothingness?
Rãspunzi tu
La aceste întrebãri simple, de bun-simt,
Neantule pur?