Not easy to state the change you made.

……

If I'm alive now, then I was dead,

但那时我仍平静地坐着

Though, like a stone, unbothered by it,

看着你时，弄不明白

Staying put according to habit.

什么使你平静了下来

You didn't just tow me an inch, no-

一如我此刻永久地平静下来，

Nor leave me to set my small bald eye

永久俯身瞥见你敞开的棺材

Skyward again, without hope, of course,

Of apprehending blueness, or stars.

Sylvia Plath