我喜欢我小小的窝,
I liked my little hole,
窗户对着砖墙。
Its window facing a brick wall.
隔壁有一架钢琴。
Next door there was a piano.
一个月里有几个晚上
A few evenings a month
一个瘸腿的老人总来弹奏
a crippled old man came to play
“我的蓝色天堂”。
“My Blue Heaven.”
不过多半时候,它是安静的。
Mostly, though, it was quiet.
每个房间都有裹着厚外套的蜘蛛
Each room with its spider in heavy overcoat
用一张烟雾和白日梦织就的网
Catching his fly with a web
逮住它的飞虫。
Of cigarette smoke and revery.
多么暗,
So dark,
我看不清剃须镜里自己的脸。
I could not see my face in the shaving mirror.
凌晨五点楼上有赤脚走路的声音。
At 5 A.M. the sound of bare feet upstairs.
那个“吉普赛”算命人,
The “Gypsy” fortuneteller,
铺面在街角的那个,
Whose storefront is on the corner,
一夜欢爱后出去小便。
Going to pee after a night of love.
也曾听到,孩子呜咽的声音。
Once, too, the sound of a child sobbing.
听起来如此之近,一刹那
So near it was, I thought
我以为,是我自己在抽泣。
For a moment, I was sobbing myself.