很久以前，我负了伤。我活着

Long ago, I was wounded. I lived

为自己复仇

to revenge myself

反对我的父亲，不是

against my father, not

因为过去的他—

for what he was—

而是因为过去的我：从开始起，

for what I was: from the beginning of time,

在童年，我认为

in childhood, I thought

痛意味着

that pain meant

我未被爱过，

I was not loved.

它意味着我爱过。

It meant I loved.